Saturday, February 12, 2011

Cheese warning.

I had a dream last night. A really scary, real feeling dream. You know, the kind where it takes you a few minutes to assess your health status after you wake up. Clint and I were trying to walk to our apartment. We could see it, but had some dark alleys working against us on the way there. He grabs my hand and we start to walk quickly, but not too quickly. We don't want to draw attention. The scary people keep coming up to us and putting their face into Clint's. Saying intimidating things. The key is not to make eye contact. They're really scary. Like the bad guys on home alone, only a bagillion times worse. (by the way, a bagillion is a lot).The whole time we're walking, we exchange these words over and over.

Clint: We'll be together
Me:  forever
Clint: no matter what

In my dream I remember thinking that it would be okay if one of us died right then, because we would be together, forever, no matter what. About an hour after I had woken up, I started to think about what the dream meant. After May 21st, we will be sealed for time and all eternity! Together. Forever. No matter what. I made the whole drive to work teary eyed. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have found such a wonderful guy to spend forever with. Any hey, he's even okay to put up with me . If that's not a miracle, I don't know what is. People are giving me advice to enjoy the time being engaged. It's definately an exciting time and I hope to soak it up in all its lovliness. But I'm not gonna lie, I wish tomorrow was May 21st. That's the day we can officially say we'll be together forever. By the way, I would prefer my future husband alive, as long as possible.

3 comments:

Shalyn said...

This is so sweet! I feel so blessed to know my husband and I are together forever no matter what, but I would not have been too happy about having those dreams before we had the chance!

Trevor & Alyssa said...

Umm your dream meant that you shouldn't find an apartment in a bad part of town because things like this will happen!! Haha

kristine [kristine. or polly.] said...

Oh my gosh, what a crazy dream. Mine are never meaningful like that! Yes being engaged is such an awesome time. I mean really, there's only a few months out of your lives that you get to be a fiancee (or fiance, I can never remember which one it is)! The one thing I wish I did was NOT get stressed out about the wedding. I was so silly.